有一种悲伤叫如果
《有一种悲伤叫如果》
以前总以为，人生会慢慢变好。
熬过了苦，很多东西自然会来。
会遇到对的人。会找到稳定的方向。会有一天，不再那么累。
后来才发现，
有些人最放不下的，
不是某个人。
而是那个 “本来以为会发生的人生”。
那种感觉很怪。没有告别仪式。
你还是照常上班、和朋友大笑、回复email。
只是偶尔在深夜，
会突然有一种说不出的失落：
“我以为到了这把年纪，人生不会还是这样。”
于是我们开始觉得是自己不够努力、性格不好、运气太差。
却没有发现，心里真正跨不过的，
是那个一直没有实现的“如果”。
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Grieving the Life You Thought You’d Have
Grief doesn’t always come from losing a person.
Sometimes it comes from losing the version of life you thought you would have by now. A marriage that never happened. The career that got derailed. The version of you that might have existed if life had been kinder.
And because nobody died, people rarely call it grief. So many carry it … as shame, frustration, or the feeling of being unlucky in life.
But perhaps part of the healing is allowing ourselves to finally say:
“Yes… I miss the life I thought I would have.”
And maybe some people have spent so long trying to fix themselves…they never realised a part of them was simply mourning.
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祝福，
伟鸿
This Is How We Heal
田伟鸿（MCOU）是一名中英文双语心理咨询师、哀伤教育者与呼吸疗愈教练，陪伴来访者穿越哀伤、失落与生命的转折。他创立了 This Is How We Heal，以真诚、细腻与深度倾听著称。
步入心理咨询前，George 深耕剧场多年，把创意与温度带进他的咨询空间，也持续活跃于表演、编舞与导演工作。